Noel's Birthday
Tomorrow is my oldest son's 30th birthday. I try to avoid counting the years since I had a conversation with him, but every day I imagine one we might have. The passing years have not eased the pain of his absence, nor lessened my fears for his wellbeing. From what I've been told, he appears to be doing okay, living a life not far from people who love him, but an immeasurable distance from me.
I've chosen a picture that makes me smile, because it shows him making fun of himself with the joy I remember. I miss your laughter, Noel, as much as your conversation. I wish you wellness and peace and love. Happy Birthday!